Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Self-discovery.My new layouts are often done up when major examinations are drawing near or when I am home for too many days, bored, yet am inspired to do up a new one. :D
Today's Geography left me with some hope. I realized that Humanities are subjects that I spent least time on studying yet they are the subjects that I can score in. They don't belong to the boring subjects, but I am very reluctant in staying back for extra lessons. Tomorrow is a day rest at home and to get my revision schedule done up. The day after is Career Seminar, which I hope it will not turn out to be boring.
Talking to Hammie Ruiz this morning reminded me of how real God is in my life. Time and time again, when the people around me fail to believe in me, because of the results I produce, God never. He was always there for me to turn to and for me to seek solace in when I needed someone to Trust and Hope in me. At this juncture that I am in now, I must proclaim that God was and is faithful. All the results I achieved in my national examinations should be credited to Him, and not me. (:
Right, this is it. I want to be bitter no more, jealous no more, and be critical no more. I've tolerated enough of my flaws and all I want now is to let Him do transformation in me. I want to love people more; I want to grow in the area of giving benefit of doubt to people - not just hearing comments that I never witness it myself.
I'm on duty this week - many of my khakis are on duty too! XD And I've decided to move to backstage for awhile. A hiatus from Front of House I guess. (;
maoed.]
at 10:05 PM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
